Sometimes when you think things are falling apart, they may actually be falling into place. A quote that has helped me so much in the past few weeks, well the whole of 2017! really!
I’ve had another rough few days again; my head spinning and just not feeling myself, at all. But I have done it! I have made it through another school week, where yet again my strength has been tested to my limits. Yes, it’s been pretty awful but lets focus on the positive: I did it! So can you.
Do you guys ever try to be positive but you just can’t, like you feel almost stuck, helpless and so confused at the person you have become? Do you ever overthink constantly and just literally watch the time tick by, knowing you could be spending those few seconds, minutes, hours feeling happier and much more positive? Well lets just say I answer yes to all those questions! Here’s a different question though: do you guys have any advice? I know I should probably be giving the advice on here, but I guess I just want to see if anyone can help me further haha!
Moving on, I just wanted to quickly mention anxiety. I sometimes feel like it’s taking over my life, like there’s no escape. To be honest though, putting on a smile and hiding everything does help sometimes, though it’s probably not the best haha. I’m sort of struggling at the moment, but I know that it will get better and I think I just need to stop being so hard on myself, like everyone keeps telling me. Oh and quickly, is the feeling like your going to choke a lot of the time and then stressing about it even more a thing to do with anxiety? I don’t know if any of you will know haha but I tried googling it and I could not really find anything, only anxiety again 😦
Sorry if it looks like I’m just moaning lol I just kind of felt myself like writing down my emotions, and I also want to look back on this and be proud of how strong and far I have come.
I hope all of you guys are okay, and please feel free to comment, oh, and I hope to post some things on fashion and other little things like that soon,